While it seems I’m being cut down to size by the so-called execs I must deal with in my professional life, I know I’m growing.

The trick for me is to keep moving forward and take some chances. I generally like to know what I’m heading into but lately, I don’t know. I’ve been battling for recognition in an arena that no longer suits me…and I know it.

I have always landed on my feet but now I’m not so sure. I guess the difference is that this time I’m going for something new, something different.

I’m trying to grow into my true self and it’s so painful that it feels like I could die.

But what choice do I have?